Selfishness

Was i wrong?
was this really selfishness?
Or was it because i was scared that i could no longer be a whole
You are everything that im not
so people say that we have nothing in common
but what they dont see is that that we complete each other
we make each other a whole
You are all about sports, im all about art
you are all about jordan , im all about nikes
this way we make each other a whole entire person
i never thought it would be that way
i remenber how it was when i found out that the equation worked
how i doubted that it wouldn’t work for all values
i remenber how amaze i was when i found it
i remenber the look in your eyes
our eyes were locked into each other
and for a second nothing else matter
it felt like the earth had stopped moving
and the only creature that were alive were us
yes us that word that got me fool
so was it wrong not wanted to share you
but i wanted you for me, and me only
i made a mistake
i should have never trusted you
i tottaly forget that the day i found you i was sleepy and tired
and maybe when i foud you my eyes were half shut
now i feel bind
u blinded me
Was i wrong for being selfish?
As the teacher call on me to share my equation with the class i reaalised that my equal sign did not support my equation
That was also when i realised i was in a nightmare
and i realised i had to come back to the real world when i realise that you were eyeing me from where u seat
two minutes ago i could of fell for that eye
but now i know better since i guess i would be selfish for not wanting to share you
you started my fantaisie world and ended it.
I no longer feel like a whole.

Tragic end of a childhood

Standing there looking at the broken pieces just like the collapsed houses, but I could not do anything.

Water that was rolling down my cheeks could satisfy their thirst

I no longer own a heart ,if I did it was empty

Years will be taken for it to be rebuilt

Feeling like I never had a childhood

All I had left were pictures

Pictures of faces and places

Some that will never be seen again

Feeling like the most precious thing I owned was taken away from me

It was a total catastrophe

A catastrophe that will always be graved in my memory

Need to be strong as a rock

Strength Is what all of us need

With stenght and high hope I know we can do this

Hope,courage,strength

Should i keep dreaming and thinking about you?Sometimes i’ll even be daydreaming.I felt like i’m hunted by you b/c everywhere i go,at any time, when i turn around i see your face looking right in my brown eyes,with a smile lifting upon your face.I wont even need any sun to shine my day.I won’t even care if it’s a rainy day with thunder, and lighting, b/c that smile that you had on your face will brighten  my whole day but unfortunately i have to let go of you because you ain’t nothing but an imaginary person that always come in my dreams.But i can’t do that, i wish it was that easy.I’m just pretending so i can be strong.But my weaknesses for you are stronger than my strength.The first day that i saw you i fell.I fell really bad, guess i fell too hard on the ground b/c of you and now i can’t even get up.I need a lot of strength.Anyways i have to stop dreaming and face reality, but then again my feelings are stronger than my words.Hope, courage and strenght are what i need to get your attention so you can held me your hands to help me stand up from the ground.Just by looking at your smile i can find my strenght and i hope that i have the courage to look at your smile, so i can find my strenght.B/c it doesn’t look like you are ready to held me your hands so you can hold me in your arm.

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Hello everyone the name is Jessica,but i like to be call Jess.I know that you are questioning the name of the blog "Gorjesart"gorjes kinda stand for gorgeous,it could have been gorgeous art,but i wanted Jess to be included.This blog will most likely be about poetry,and poetry is a form of art,so i came up with gorjesart.Hope you will enjoy it. 

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